When the Fall is on the doors, with its depression and clouds….it’s getting colder, and no one there to hold you tight…
When you feel all alone driving around the streets of Cairo….despite the crowd and traffic, you’re the loneliest ever…
When no one notices when you’re gone or when you’re sick….and when you’re back it’s always the same…
When you cry your heart out and no one listens….and the tears fill an ocean but no one wipes them…
When you’re blamed on all the past, the present and the future….and maybe for the global warming…
When your hurts exceed your ability for forgiveness….and you’re also blamed for that…
When happiness seems very farfetched….and sometimes you wonder what happiness is…
When you lose faith in love, lose the ability to love….and do not believe in love…
When suddenly you wonder why you live….or why you were born in the first place…
When you go to bed every night wishing for a miracle….then you wake up to face a day that is worse than the one before…
When you hate staying at home, going out…and you wish to be in the furthest point in the universe…
When no one understands you, no one cares, no one listens….and no one even bears you…
When you stop laughing, and barely fake a smile….and wonder how it felt when you last had a laugh from the heart…
When you lose your enthusiasm, feel exhausted, strained and jaded….and life still goes on with the same pace…
When you’re confused, don’t know which way to go….and you don’t even have options…
When you feel older at heart, have wrinkles in your soul….and time still goes one…
When you wish for things, hope for others, dream and dream….and your dreams turn to nightmares…
When you feel down, cry out loud, scream and lose the grip on your life….and people think you’re exagerating like a "Drama Queen"…
When memories play like a trailer in front of you….and choke your soul….
When you’re me and in my shoes, alone in your room
….you’ll be saying "R.I.P. my dear soul"
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